There are moments in your life where you think about it, and everything is going in a blur. These past two weeks were a great example of this very thing.
I’ve been saying that I’m in a very long period of transition in every portion of my life. I’ve found a small glimmer of a dream, that perhaps one day will lead me to become a person that many people will know. But, I think that in these past two weeks, and even beyond that, I actually forgot something.
I let myself be taken over by the speed of life. I let myself, become very undisciplined, and very sloppy with everything. I know, that this has happened and will happen again in the future quite possibly. The consequence in this is that I started writing without clarity in my heart, and thus, the words that came out of me weren’t the greatest I felt like I could be.
I went back to re read the first few entries that I wrote two months ago. I believe that I forgot what the original reason that I started this blog was. It isn’t for the followers, the likes, or the comments(good or bad). It’s for me, and for my one shot at doing something great, and then living the simple life afterwards.
I admit, that I’m not the best person in the world. I have my share of skeletons, as does anyone else. I will say, that I am doing the best that I can. I do fully realize, that I have a lot of work to do in bringing my life to an optimal place, and I am making the strides to do this very thing as we speak.
I know that one day however, I will have everything put together. I’ll be able to grasp the dreams that I hold deep inside, and I will not forget those who are with me along the way.