I started this back on the day I started my first blog 5 years ago to the day.
This is an open chronicle of me. I’m 29, and I’m trying to rebuild my life that has had it’s share of destruction because of my illness.
I suffer from bipolar-2 disorder. If you know anything about this disorder, the manic episodes I have are not as frequent as the depressive ones. However, throughout my life, I have caused a lot of destruction to myself, and to a lot of people.
If you want to find out how far I’ve come in my personal recovery of my illness, I invite you to read all the contents of my former blog entitled, “Coos’ Temptations”. Over the course of 4 years, I actually kept an open blog to document my jumbled thoughts. Back then I was untreated. I am now in full treatment with medicine that I’ve been taking for 4 years in December, and just recently, I started back with a counselor.
I am now a stronger person than I was back when I wrote back then. Again, I want to use this as a tool to record my progress, as I try to continue to control my illness, and to find a career to help others heal.
As for my hobbies, I play fighting games competitively. I’ve been playing for 11 years now. I actually specialize in two at the moment, Super Street Fighter 4 Arcade Edition ver. 2012 (Soon to be Ultra Street Fighter 4), and Ultimate Marvel vs. Capcom 3. The characters I tend to like to play are those with balanced attacks. I also like to play those who don’t rely on energy to fight if I can avoid it. I didn’t get super lucky umvc3wise with that, but I did find a team recently I like playing.
That team is Vergil/Magneto/Dante. This is actually a top player’s team, customized for my playstyle. I feel this order will fit me personally. I did get lucky in AE2012 though finding the character of my choice. I play the white dragon, Yun. I made the switch this year, and I am happy with it.
My favorite colors reflect the colors of the moon: Silver and Platinum. I also give a shoutout to green as it is the color that represents the bipolar world. I love those colors immensely, and I’ve changed my blog theme to reflect that somewhat.
I watch a lot of anime. I guess that comes with playing games as a hobby. Ones I’m following right now are Kill La Kill, Yugioh Zexal, Saint Seiya Omega, and Freezing, and Strike The Blood.
That’s a little about me. If you want to read my other blog to see where I came from, here is that link:
There are I think 128 entries. I must warn you, the content in most of these entries is graphic, and may trigger those who have the same mental illnesses. So please take care before reading them.
I hope you guys enjoy the content and I’ll continue fighting to become the best human being I can be!